Boredom

I try not to let it get to me. I tried entertaining myself. I tried breaking out of my daily routine. I failed. Obviously.

Frustrating

Okay, so you have listen to this song, on the radio, or maybe in one of the tv commercials, or in a movie, and it starts to get stuck in your head. It was okay at first.... because you actually kinda like that song, so you went to the internet, searched and downloaded it, then you listen to it again, sing along with the lyrics and the song is etched into your brain like permanent marker. And you knew you had made the biggest mistake of your life when the song just wouldn't stop playing in your mind. It's actually just fine if it is the whole song that keeps on repeating, but the most annoying part is that it's only that certain part of the song, the certain lyrics (usually the most catchy part) that keeps on repeating and you just simply can't think of any other songs or even any other part of the song! You tried listening to the songs on your computer, you tried playing music from your hand phone, but as soon as the song ended, that song floats back in your mind again, and any other songs just won't seem to stuck in you head. You sighed, you moaned, you tried doing everything you can but the song won't disappear. Worse still, you get your siblings to be thinking of that song too cause you are humming it so frequently! And they start blaming you for that. You thought the song would stop playing after a good night's sleep. So you happily went to bed, bidding your 'goodbye's' to the song and woke up early the next morning with the the song still stuck in your head. You sighed, you moaned, but there's nothing you can do about it.

Nobody's Perfect

Nobody's perfect, you just have to accept that. I know it sounds cliche, but that is the simple truth.

Our lives are surrounded by a constant stream of complaints. By friends, by family, by ourself. Non-stop criticsizing, non-stop blaming. We always blame people for what they haven't do enough, for their bad point. "He/she is too irresponsible." "He/she doesn't care for other people." But maybe behind that irresponsiblity he/she is incredibly helpful, and those irresponsiblity is caused by momentarily memory lapse? Maybe you are labelling him/her for one tiny mistake that he/she has never done before? Wouldn't that be a little bit too unfair? I'm not saying we shouldn't crictisize people at all, people are meant to grow, and improve, and change after all. Still, we must leave them space for breathing, we couldn't expect people to change within 24hr. And on the other hand, we have to accept criticism from other people as well. Although no matter how much we change, we still wouldn't achieve perfection, at least we have tried our best, and at least we are now a better person than who we were.

Oh my god, I just sounded like a 50-year old woman. Maybe I should stop now.
So much time had wasted for typing that small piece of article. What I was actually trying to express is that how we always talk bad about other people, or even close friends behind their back, and we really should stop it because someone is doing the exact same thing about us as well. But who ever could resist a juicy bit of gossip shared over the cafeteria table, especially if they are about their foes?

And that just concludes 'nobody's perfect.'

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Blog used to be so popular a few years back. People rush back home from school , switch on their computer, log into their blog and start typing about every tiny detail of their life, including every single thought they have. Friends exchange blog address and gossip about blogs of other people. Later, blog evolved into a field of ‘I hate you so I’m gonna talk bad about you here’ or 'Yes, i didn't specify your name but i'm so obviously talking about you'. People get into trouble for bad-mouthing other people in their blog. Soon, blog seemed to suddenly ‘died’. Nobody mention about it anymore.  Those who used to type 3 pages long each day had reduced to 3 sentences. Some even totally forgotten about it. Well, peeps, remember Friendster?  The used to be oh-so-cool website? I was in standard 6 when all these were at the peak of popularity. I don’t have either of it, at that time. I used to be so jealous of my friends. The main reason why I can’t have is because of the age-limit set by my elder sister. Now, thinking back on how I wasn’t allowed to have all these, honestly, I wouldn’t have mind.  If only I had the mentality I have now back then. This shows how popularity peaks and dies. This shows how non-lasting popularity is.